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Turns out, my nickname, the one I registered this account with like six years ago, which i never use anymore, actually means "really cool girl" in french.

Dude, that's tough.

Anyway, just finishing up my engineering degree, so hopefully I'll return from my four year hiatus soon enough. Armed with a boatload of mathematics to pimp your skulls with.

Been really down recently. my father died about a month ago, I'm not sure about anything anymore. School is killing me, so is not having someone close to hug. I feel like a goddamn 14-year old. Crying, being manodepressive, contemplating all kinds of irrational behavior and whatnot. It's all pissy...

I got some fucking poetry i need to spew... anyone mind?

i just submitted a few pieces here. i find it ironic that the abstract things i submitted - the trendwhore things - which are far worse than anything i see created today (some of the things guys in depthcore creates these days makes we wonder how i ever came to be a member, two years back)  - are the ones getting comments.

i guess the inertia of this culture is far greater than i could've imagined. the influx of people seems to have been increasing exponentially for the last few years. i've lost touch with it.

anyway, much love to everybody.